ms. pretencious...

2006-11-10T06:17:00.000-08:00

wah..ang hirap pla kpag sinanay mo ung sarili mo n ksama xa... kc pg bigla xang nwala... ang hirap mg-adjust... grabe... ang hirap nun ah... imagine...lague akong mg1... nglalakad sa kawalan... hai... nkakalungkot ung gnun... hai... nkakamis pa... huhu... buti nlng tpos na ang lahat... haha...nkaraos ako...hihi... misu...

2006-10-14T05:59:00.000-07:00

hai..i really tried my best to be happy...

but theres something that's keeping me sad...

nlu2ngkot ako kc hnd ko alm kung ano ng ngya2ri...

hnd ko sure if nilo2ko na ko oh hnd...

nkakaloka icpin... kya ngaun ngpapakasaya

ako kxo ang hirap gwin kpg naiicp ko xa...

ngtatampoh xa hnd ko naman alm

kung bkt... ang hirap mnghula...

mbbaliw tlga ako... hnd ko nmn kc kya

ng gnto eh... hnd ko na alm ggwin ko...

nkksakit ako ng tao ng hnd ko

nmmalayan...auko ng gnun.. i must

know wats the rison... aukong

mgmukang tanga kakaicp ng rison

na hnd ko tlga alam kung ano...

i can't help my self ... ang kya ko lng

gawin umiyak... at mag-icp... pgtumagal pa

toh.. mbbaliw tlga ako... ang skit n nga sa ulo...

ang hirap png huminga... bka

mmtay ako nito...hai... sana maaus n agad...

mppraning nko..sobra...hai...

mhal ko kc eh... huhu... kakalungkot...

2006-10-13T06:23:00.000-07:00

uhmm...watta busy day... nkkpagod gumawa ng scrap book... pro as always...

lagueng mei happy part... ako pa.. lgue akong msaya... lalo na't wla lng...

hehe... kxo mei mga tao tlgang nkkpg pbadtrip skn... pro ok lng un...

nasisigawan ko lng nmn cla eh... this past few days... feeling ko ang

taray ko mxado... ang dming kong classmate n ncgawan...ahehe...

ewn ko bah... hnd ko rin alm kung bkt... minsan tuloi nkaka

guilty xa...hehe... taz minsan npka h.b ko... hai... pro sana

asap mgbago na ulit ung ugali ko... kc feeling ko ang dmi

ng glit skn... kya un...ang pangit nmn kc db kng mgttray

ako... uhmm... hai nko... very happy lng tlga ako... scrt

ko nlng un kung bkt... bwahaha... taz lalo n kpg mei

friend kang super kulit tulad ni sam... ahehe...

wel... ang saya tlga ng buhai ko... kxo stress

ako...un lng... hehe... hai... ~_~

2006-10-03T04:47:00.000-07:00

need to call someone when I'm feelin blue
I need to love someone wh0's like you
I need someone now, yes, its true
I really need someone and it is you.

I want to see again, the sparks in your eyes
Just to forget my million cries
Let me hear again your heartbeats
Although I know you love me not.

Stay with me even just as a friend
Stay with me until the end
I pray to God who's just above
To let you feel my hidden love

(itoh pa isa..hehe...pinapublish ko ung mga poems nia..gwa rin toh ni bhe... wahaha..wla p kc akong nggwa na bago eh)

2006-10-03T04:41:00.000-07:00

had locked the door and tossed the key
as hard, and as far as I could
Love would never enter there again
my heart was closed for good

Then you came into my life
and made me change my mind
Just when I thought that tiny key
was impossible to find

That's when you held out you hand
and proved to me I was wrong
Inside your palm was the key to my heart
you had it all along

(uhmm..poem toh n gawa ni bhe.. im not sure kung gawa nia tlga toh... pro sb nia it's for me.. hehe... i really miss her na... sobra T_T)

2006-10-02T03:36:00.000-07:00

watta day... nka2pagod nnman.. pro hnd nmn pwedeng npgod lng kmi pra sa wla db?? xmpre mei pogi kming nkita..at ang saya2... wahaha... very much... kht maubos money nmin s pagpunta sa main... d kmi mgsswang bictahn cla... hihi...
nka2tuwa din ung experience nmin...kc ung cnsakyan nmin..dang malas nia eh.. twice xang nhuli ng mmda.. hehe... wawa nmn xa...
tpos bgo kmi umuwi...we eat cake... kbanas nga eh..ung fave kong cake hnd available... pmatay... asar kmo..kxo no choice eh.. i have to eat something... pro ok nmn ung lasa nia dhil red ribbon un eh... wel... nxt tym... starbucks daw..ahehe...

2006-09-24T00:11:00.000-07:00

hai nko...grabe ung ngyari khpon.. kkpagod... very much.. hehe... biruin mong nkatayo kami halos 3 hours.. wtf... nka2ngalay xa sobra... as in.. pro ang kuli kc kinakausap nmin ung mga tao dun..ang dmi nga nming nkilala eh... kxo very tiring tlga xa.. i really feel exsausted.. taz lgue p kong inaaway ni sam... ang bad nun... ampo ako s knia.. haha...

w8..ano b dapat nilalagay ko dito?? uhmm... meon ppla.. ang sad ng lyf...nkakaiis.. ang dming taong mhilig mkigulo sa gsto kong gwin..sobra mkpag judge.. kaasar.. akala mo kung cnong perfect na tao ... hai nko... bt kya mei mga taong gnun...hai.. nkkalungkot... ang ganda nga ang pangit nmn ng ugali.. sayang..

2006-09-22T04:31:00.000-07:00

Forever Wanting You

I never thought that
I would come to this point
Until now after all the sufferings
It’s you I still wanting

Many people have passed on my life
I tried to put my attention and love to them
But the feeling for you never been gone
It never left me and still wanting you.

I always tell my self to stop
But there are things that telling me not to
I fell so tired but I don’t know
I cant help myself from wanting you…

2006-09-21T05:41:00.000-07:00

Smiles!

She smiles sweetly
to hide her fear
to hide the pain
that is always near

Her stomach aches
from being sad
She wants to stop
feeling so bad

She wishes the world
were a happier place
that way she could put
a smile on her face

Will no one notice
the pain that's inside
Can no one see
how much she's cried

wanting to feel free
wanting to be happy
tired of pretending
there is no misery

What will it take
for people to know
that the smile she shows
is actually fake?

She has the world fooled
thinking she's pleased
with how her life's going
Can they be so naive

But someday soon
someone will see
and notice that there
is no bright moon

to light up her misery
to fade away pain
and make her really smile
once again.

2006-09-17T04:15:00.000-07:00

wel...this is my first post in my second blog...

hehe..nkalimutan ko kc ung p.w ko b4 eh...

uhmm...i made this blog kc sb nia zai...gmawa daw ako

tpos ilagay ko ung mga gnawa kong poems....

hehe...wel...cnunod ko xa...and prang ang saya kcng gumawa ng blog...

kc dto mo pwedng ilagay ung mga gsto mong sbhin...

prng labasan xa ng sama ng loob.. ahehe...

pwede kng mgkwento dito kung gno nging msaya ung trip nio knna...

kung gno kamiserable ung klase... at kung ano2 pa...

haha...so expect nio na puro kdramahan at kbaliwan ang

ippost ko here...

so..un...un lng for now..

nxt tym nlng ung poems ok...